Hello, old friends! - Posted by Hal Roark
Posted by Hal Roark on March 12, 2009 at 12:36:32:
Hello, old friends. Hello from Mars!
At least, it feels like I’m from Mars since I’ve come a long, long way
since August 29, 2005. So far. So strange.
In a nutshell, the levee failure devastated 80% of New Orleans and (not
surprisingly) 80% of my rental portfolio. That was traumatic enough,
but, in the aftermath, one of the planning processes done by a bunch
of genius, out-of-state urban planners decided the city should
(literally) bulldoze my neighborhood (Broadmoor) to become a
drainage park for a wealthier, adjoining neighborhood. That was the
final straw. We rebelled, created our own urban plan (downloadable at
www.broadmoorcorp.com), started a new non-profit to implement the
plan (the Broadmoor Development Corporation, which I helped found
and now run as the executive director) and we are now off to the races.
Katrina was basically a real estate disaster, and given my background
in construction and (former) social work stuff, this was a great way to
help. And I’m glad to help. It’s been a great way to get over my own
trauma (or at least pretend that I may be getting over it).
I’m currently in discernment for the priesthood for the Episcopal
Church, and I’ll learn by the end of the year whether I’ve priestly
material or not. Making a LONG story short, I’ve had some profound
existential experiences since the storm, I lost a close friend as a result
of the storm, I’ve had some unbelievably painful experiences and I’ve
decided I’m just not going to spend the rest of my life on anything
that’s not ultimate. Life is too short. That sounds trite, but when
you’ve lost your businesses, homes, friends, city, faith in
city/state/federal government, insurance companies, etc… it
reprioritizes your life. Man is that an understatement! And I’m just not
going to spend the rest of my life on anything that isn’t getting at
ultimate meaning and value.
My hope is to work with people, like me, who have been traumatized
and want to use their Christian beliefs and practice to help get them
through the death experience into new life. I know the priesthood
thing sounds totally weird, and the Christian therapy thing sounds
weird, too – trust me, I didn’t see that coming pre-Katrina either! I
wasn’t even an Episcopalian at that time or a practicing Christian – I
realize how bizarre this sounds, but, like I said, profound stuff has
happened, my priorities are totally different now, and I’m spending
whatever time I have left to help folks recover from trauma, take
responsibility for their life, and move into a recovered place in their
life.
I apologize for sounding preachy; not meaning to preach here. Just
catch you up on where I’m at these days…
So: I could care less about my courses at this point, my website (is it
even up? I haven’t checked or made a real estate post like this in
YEARS), or any of that stuff. I have had to regroup, lick my wounds
and respond to the ongoing, local madness. I have VERY fond
memories and friendships with lots of my real estate buddies (like Phil)
who are out there. My apologies for not being in better touch. You are
my friends and you deserve better. You just can’t imagine how
maddening life still is here. I still don’t have my own house done…
and I’m a contractor!
Anyway, my Google Alerts spider updates me daily on various issues, it
found my name in use, I went to investigate, found it was cre and Phil,
and knew I had to respond (I promise I haven’t been privately lurking
on the site. Google Alerts strikes again!).
If you want to see a cool, little YouTube video on us, check it out on
our internship website, www.broadmoorinternships.com.
Our paths will cross again, friends. My apologies for the silence. I just
am still so overwhelmed. But we will meet again. And man will I have
some stories to tell!
Best,
Hal